"My heart was not trained to love anyone but him. I could only love one person. This was my innate principle. It would disrupt the nervous system to be otherwise. It goes against nature to be otherwise. I cannot just transfer my affections, for they are carved in stone, and were decreed three billion years before this ocean rolled."
"'There's no avoiding it. Men are weak, women are strong, Fate is omnipotent.'"
"We paid money to go on living in the same way that one once paid health insurance, we bought the commodity called survival, and according to all existing contracts no one has the right to take it from us or make demands upon it."
"How sweet it was when one could undo the lethargy of time by chatting with someone about the little things. You could always find a person to converse with over the larger matters—a government scandal, the delayed monsoon—but it was the tiny concerns, the moment's observations, that you couldn't save up to tell, for you didn't even recognize their full potential to add meaning to life unless you articulated their humour, tragedy, menace or charm."
"Remarkable things have a way of happening, and they might as well happen to me as opposed to the next guy."
"It was like every part of me had just woken up. All my nerves, all my perceptions, even my sense of taste. A tomato was no longer just a tomato but something much bigger and more beautiful. Every hour of the day was nearly unbearable in its depth."
"When you want something for a long time, it's very difficult to stop wanting it, I mean, to admit or realize that you no longer desire it or that you would prefer something else. Waiting feeds and fosters that desire, waiting is accumulative as regards the thing awaited, it solidifies desire and turns it to stone and then to resist acknowledging that we have wasted years expecting a signal, which, when it finally comes, no longer tempts us, or else we simply can't be bothered to answer a belated call that we no longer trust, perhaps because it doesn't now suit us to move. One grows accustomed to waiting for an opportunity that never comes, feeling deep down rather calm and safe and passive, unable quite to believe that it never will present itself."









