"Like everything you've waited for for a long time, when it becomes real it loses a large part of its reality, shedding reality in strips along the torturous path of desire."
"She was unable to escape the sense that the most intense love of her life was now in the past. The love was in the past. The love itself was in the past—she no longer felt it, not even in a lesser, hugely-watered-down form. She no longer felt it. It no longer existed."
"It is for this reason that most of us would rather love than be loved. Almost everyone wants to be the lover. And the curt truth is that, in a deep secret way, the state of being beloved is intolerable to many."
"The fact is I found nothing at all amusing about it. I told myself: here we go again. Again the ambiguity, the groping, the unanswered questions about all this green."
"It is when the fantastic and the real are mixed together in a way that makes it impossible to tell them apart. It's no longer a question of an interruption, where elements of reality remain and an inexplicable phenomenon occurs, but rather a total transformation: the real becomes fantastic and therefore the fantastic becomes real, simultaneously and without us knowing exactly what belongs to one and what to the other."
"...there is no wall and no horror just Transcendental Empty Kissable Milk Light of Everlasting Eternity's true and perfectly empty nature..."
"Mourning is all about continuity. A continuity has been broken, and that's painful. But memory is continuous. They've gone and they've not gone. Rooms full of mirrors and aquariums full of whatevers are neither here nor there. That way lies madness."
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